Jacob, the deceiver, is on his way home, 14 years, 4 wives, and 12 children latter he is on his way home. God intervened and warned Laban not to say anything good or bad to Jacob, so he survived his encounter with Laban and now he is on his way to meet Esau his brother and he is afraid. Here in Genesis 32 we have his prayer of desperation to God and Jacob reminds God of HIS covenant and promises.
Ge 32:9-12
9 Then Jacob said, “God of my father Abraham and God of my father Isaac, the Lord who said to me, ‘Go back to your land and to your family, and I will cause you to prosper, ’ 10 I am unworthy of all the kindness and faithfulness You have shown Your servant. Indeed, I crossed over this Jordan with my staff, and now I have become two camps. 11 Please rescue me from the hand of my brother Esau, for I am afraid of him; otherwise, he may come and attack me, the mothers, and their children. 12 You have said, ‘I will cause you to prosper, and I will make your offspring like the sand of the sea, which cannot be counted. ’ ”
Do you think that God forgot about the covenant, do you think HE forgot about the promises? Do you think HE orchestrated these events so that Jacob would wrestle with God, pursue God, go hard after God?
In our reading in Matthew we have another who is desperate, John the Baptist...the founder of the Southern Baptist Denomination:) just kidding. When John heard what Jesus was doing he sent a messenger to Jesus.
Mt 11:2-6
2 When John heard in prison what the Messiah was doing, he sent ⌊a message⌋ by his disciples 3 and asked Him, “Are You the One who is to come, or should we expect someone else?”
4 Jesus replied to them, “Go and report to John what you hear and see: 5 the blind see, the lame walk, those with skin diseases are healed, the deaf hear, the dead are raised, and the poor are told the good news. 6 And if anyone is not offended because of Me, he is blessed.”
I don't want to speculate very far, but think about the fact that John and Jesus were relatives...John grew up either with Jesus or at least knowing about him. John baptized Jesus sees the spirit descend on our Lord, hears the testimony from heaven...amazing, awe striking...never be the same, right? However, John hears what Jesus is doing, John sees his own circumstances, dungeon, and in response sends a messenger to ask...“Are You the One who is to come, or should we expect someone else?”
You have to think that John expected it to go down a little different. He may have expected a few benefits for the forerunner of the LORD.
Jesus quotes Isaiah to the messenger knowing that John will understand. Have you ever found yourself in horrible circumstances and then you get a Word from the LORD and suddenly, unexplainably you are filled with that inner peace that goes beyond understand...you have HIS peace. I am speculating now, but I believe that John heard these words and was immediately filled with a powerful peace...and HE was good, it did not matter what happened to him, he was good.
Is 35:4-8
4 Say to the faint-hearted: “Be strong; do not fear! Here is your God; vengeance is coming. God’s retribution is coming; He will save you.” 5 Then the eyes of the blind will be opened, and the ears of the deaf unstopped. 6 Then the lame will leap like a deer, and the tongue of the mute will sing for joy, for water will gush in the wilderness, and streams in the desert; 7 the parched ground will become a pool of water, and the thirsty land springs of water. In the haunt of jackals, in their lairs, there will be grass, reeds, and papyrus. 8 A road will be there and a way; it will be called the Holy Way. The unclean will not travel on it, but it will be for him who walks the path. Even the fool will not go astray.
Desperation is the only appropriate posture for the children of God...when we cry out in desperation and humility, acting in faith on the promises of our heavenly Father, HE moves mountains and expands HIS Kingdom through us...HE gets the glory and we get the joy.
2 Co 1:20 For every one of God’s promises is “Yes” in Him. Therefore the “Amen” is also through Him for God’s glory through us.
We must remember that it is never about us and it is always about HIM and HIS glory being revealed to the nations, to seek and to save that which was lost. When we come in desperation and humility HE joyfully invites us to be a part of the advance of HIS Kingdom. Remember that "the Lord God through his Christ is graciously building a kingdom of redeemed people for their joy and for his own glory." (Ken Easley)
Father in Heaven,
I acknowledge that I am desperate for YOU, I am desperate for YOU in every area of life, I am desperate for YOU to enable me to be the man, husband, dad, friend, minister, servant that YOU have CALLED me to be...apart from YOUR Spirit filling me and dwelling within me I have no hope! Only as YOU fill me am I able to serve in all of these areas of my life in a manner that is pleasing and honoring to YOU.
I deserve to be in hell for all eternity and yet YOU saved me...thank you, thank you, thank you! PLEASE ENABLE ME TO WALK, LIVE IN A MANNER THAT IS WORTHY OF YOUR CALLING, BE GLORIFIED IN AND THROUGH ME...LEAD ME IN PATHS OF RIGHTEOUSNESS FOR YOUR NAMESAKE, FOR YOUR GLORY AND FOR MY JOY IN YOU. I LOVE YOU BECAUSE YOU FIRST LOVED ME.
Desperately Seeking HIM!
The Wrestler (32:1–33:16)
A. Jacob’s communion with God (32:1–32)
1. The presence (32:1–2): As Jacob and his family continue on their way, angels come and meet them.
2. The plan (32:3–5): Upon learning that Esau is nearby, a frightened Jacob sends messengers to his brother, promising him great riches.
3. The panic (32:6–8): The messengers return with some terrifying news: Esau is coming with four hundred men to meet Jacob.
4. The prayer (32:9–12): Jacob “reminds” God of the covenant he established with Abraham and cries out for help.
5. The payment (32:13–21): He attempts to bribe Esau by sending him great herds and flocks of goats, rams, camels, cattle, and donkeys.
6. The power struggle (32:22–32)
a. The travail (32:22–26): As Jacob is waiting alone by the Jabbok River during the night, a man comes and wrestles with him until dawn.
b. The triumph (32:27–29): Jacob maintains the upper hand, and God changes his name from Jacob (meaning, “the deceiver”) to Israel (“one who struggles with God”).
c. The testimony (32:30–32): Jacob calls the place Peniel, meaning “face of God.” Following this event, he will (literally) never walk the same again!
Willmington, H. L. (1999). The Outline Bible (Ge 32:1-32). Wheaton, Ill.: Tyndale House Publishers.